WOW

Really the word said it all. I was so completely happy today I got to visit my friends and see my teachers at my old school. I really want to spend as much time as I can with them while I'm here. I'm afraid if I do then it will make it harder for me to leave,then I won't be able to come back and that will only make it worse. I know that they all missed me as much as I missed them so it pains me that I cant see them to much. I hope that my pain will kinda go numb so I know Ill get use to it and that makes me happy. That's why I'm coming up here all the time and in the summer that's all I'm ganna do. Everything will be OK and I absolutely will get through it because it is what I'm good at. Keep n smiling=D

Coming Home (well for while anyway)

I can't believe that I'm coming to Virgina for spring break I'm so extremely excited. It will be so amazing to to see everyone again=D I might go to school and see my teachers and all my school friends so that will be awesome. I'm also really excited to go to my old dance studio and see my dance couch and friends to see how the routine for the recital If Mrs.Tara thought it up then it then is has to be amazing man I really like that word A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.Oh and also remember KEEP ON SMILING =D

Keep on smiling =D

I really haven't have had time to get on the computer lately so I haven't written in forever sorry for that.I'm back ya=D and I'm ganna get a jump on things. First I'm ganna study like crazy because I'm ganna have to catch up at this new school and I'm not feeling like such an outsider now ya for that to.I'm making friends and I've excepted that I can't keep feeling sorry for myself and bo ho this and bo ho that I'm sick and tired of it yuck yuck yuck=p Now its time to change just like everything around me and hey anyone else that needs help I'm the help guru and email me questions really I'm serious so don't fret because most likely theirs someone out there who's experiencing the same thing keep on smiling=D

Gone

Today was my last day at school and sure I'm upset who wouldn't be. My friends were the best, they really cushioned the fall. I'm leaving tomorrow and I hope I come back its exciting but frightening all at the same time. Its a really long drive but maybe I can try and rap my head around this whole situation. I've had to do a whole lot of packing for the move but we have soooo much crap that we have to take two trips. I'll have to make sure I post some more stuff from my new life in Florida.

Happiness =D

I'm in total bliss right now. I've had the best day ever and now I look back on it and there wasn't a moment that there wasn't a smile on my face =D. You see there was a dance at my school and I slow danced four times with my boyfriend. I also set up my best friend with my boyfriends best friend and the've finaly got together after a whole year. I'm in the best mood I've ever been You don't realise the happiness I have right now!

I'm Back

Sorry for not writing viewers I've had a lot of stuff to do because of the move. Its been a really crazy few weeks. But I'm glad I'm actually writing again It's one of the things that make me really happy. I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad about moving I know its a good experience and I'll meet new people but I'm leaving behind my home, my childhood, and my friends. It's extremely depressing when I think about it. But at least where ever I go I can write on my blogg.

Heart Broken

Whats the point in writing I just broke up with my boyfriend =( :(

BOYS??!!!

This is for all the girls who have boy trouble out there. OK so what do you do if you meet a guy and you talk for maybe 20 min. and you like him in an instant. He's your exact match and he's really funny and gets all your weird sarcasm. So y'all are thinking hey girl go for it he seems great. Oh but heres the catch you have a boyfriend. Yep readers you heard it . You've only known this guy for 20 min and you've known your BF since you were two and you wanna throw it all away for this guy you don't even know. Then again you've been noticing your BF has been really distant lately what do you do??????? This whole thing is tearing you apart and you don't know what to think anymore. You wish you could sort this whole thing out but none of it is understandable. It feels like aliens have just landed and sucked all the understanding out of you.

My Pain =;(

Guess what readers my parents are taking me to Florida to look at houses, schools, and pools oh my. They really want to kill me I can't concentrate on anything because of this stupid move. Why can't my parents just call the whole thing off. I'm putting up this big girl act just for them but sometimes I'm ignoring them for a good reason. Every time I look at them I feel so much pain I can't think! I don't sleep at night anymore because It's on my mind so much I'm really close to flunking two of my classes I had an F in one but i got it to a high D and now its close to a C but I can't think.I'm starting to fall asleep in class because I'm so tired. I'm not really eating much as I used to and when there watching me I'm normal so they don't see my pain if any one can help me get throw this pain tell me plzzzzzzzz =;(.

Sweet Bliss or A Horible Death????

Do u ever have that feeling where your like ug oh why bother my lifes over anyway. Well I have that feeling every day and I'm really sick of it. Oh ya my parents say that were moving oh goody. Why not put another lode on my head to add to all my girl problems. I have way to much stuff going on in my life already and now this pops up yep yep yep they really want to kill me don't they. Things with my boyfriend are AWESOME and now I have to MOVE to freaking FLORIDA thats just great. My sicotic dad was like its ok we can fly your friends down here to visit. Oh ya dad thats a perfect idea because all parents are ok with that. Now readers tell me something would your parents be so kind and let there chide fly down to Florida by themselves ya thats what I thought!!!!!

Projects

UUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGG work work work is all I hear now and days. It makes me sick my teachers are out to get me and I'm sick sick sick of it. Now the one weekend I have papers due. I decide not to got to a family party and WORK instead. Then I get yelled at by my parents that i should have gone to the party and bla bla bla. Well gess what mom and dad I'm so so so so so sorry that I had a paper due and a projct and I didn't want to got to Eve's party well my bad. Remember everyone its always always my foult for everything